#bpd friends

[trouble-de-la-belle-princesse]

having bpd fucking sucks because I'm constantly switching between "I'm the scum of the fucking earth and should be killed on site" to "if I'm not getting constant praise and attention like i deserve then i don't deserve to be a human"

[perisbpddiary]

Apologies without change is manipulation ASSHOLE

[yo-fav-goth-ghost]

mmm the self sabotaging worked too well.

am i just that easy to leave ???

[444darlin]

Hey um just curious, will it ever stop or

[jiraikeibabesblog]

I’m afraid of what my impulsive behavior will make me do. How will I hurt myself this time?

[jobackmanhorsesworld]

how can you be so unphased by my absence in your life?

was i nothing to you from the start? was losing me like shedding excess hair, painless and freeing?

why are you okay without me? why am i the only one suffering?

[girls-and-concerts]

Looking for some BPD friends so we can follow each other

[sunventing]

they gave me a t shirt and shitty underbaked brownies for my birthday. ive known them for 4 years. they gave their new friend a dessert, a t shirt, a bunch of trinkets, and a detailed flip book that took them 3 hours to make.

[la1npilledg1rl]

Finished this book today. It’s just sublime!

“How empty and emptied I felt walking away with all my words still on his floor. Wanting so badly to pick them back up. Take it all back. Wipe away the night, my dumb tears, my endless tumbling out of words. I never meant to give this to you.”

-Bunny (Mona Awad)

[gh0sting-along]

i feel lonelier when i'm with my friends.

[buggedmind]

Abandon me.

I deserve it.

[perisbpddiary]

I've been dissociated like 24/7 for weeks now this isn't great

[yo-fav-goth-ghost]

Babe youre not just cluster B anymore youre cluster fucked

[444darlin]

I knew it would always happen "i have to go" randomly. I know i did something wrong. Tell me what it was and i will isolate forever and never curse someone else with the same unknowing treatment.

[00ops1e]

okay maybe im just dramatic. or maybe im mentally ill.

sorry new plot development as i was writing this

I TAKE IT BACK I HATE HER. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME AND JUST BE OKAY WITH IT?? how can you treat me like i’m fucking nothing??? all i wanted was to see you on your birthday. that was five days ago. hell i’ve been trying to see you long before then. you blew me off for some randos then, and you fucking did it again. you fucking abandoned me for a party. “she has no gas i don’t think i can make it back” I VENMOED YOU FOR FUCKING GAS. you make me feel so worthless. i hope you feel at the MINIMUM half of what you’re doing to me. this isn’t even me overreacting because i’ve got problems this is you being a shitty friend. yes i dramatize things. yes i make issues in my head. yes i overthink. this is all on you. you LEFT me. you said ONLY AN HOUR. you’ve bailed on me three fucking times this week. i guess im just stupid enough to believe anything that comes out of your mouth. i should return your fucking birthday present.

[ghostisventing]

I fucking hate him why does he respond to everyone else in crisis but me?

He forgot my birthday present too

Do I have to be on my fucking death bed for him to care??

I tell him I need surgery, no response. I tell him I want to kill myself, no response

But he has no problem reaching out to other people dealing with similar things and then he has the fucking audacity say “I’m busy” and “I’ve been floating around” yeah for everyone EXCEPT ME

When was the last time we had a fucking conversation? How long have I been patient with you? How many times have I reached out only for you to ignore me for MONTHS?!

I’m getting sick and tired of waiting and I’m sick and tired of him treating me like this